Parisian summer has begun to unfold her veil creating a
subtle haze over her magnificence beauty. What felt hot is now a gentle glow against
my skin. Leaves begin to wither along the deserted August streets. Drizzle of rain kisses the dry hot pavements. The
hustle and bustle of cafes, restaurants and streets are now just subtle
whispers of silence.
Paris void of her inhabitants is now an empty soul of
monuments and grand structures. Waiting patiently for the autumn clouds to cast
their shadows upon them. Bringing a closure, a reminder that reality is about
to set in.
Like Paris my summer too is coming to a closure. As I reflect through those months of
traveling I have to say that it has been exciting but not without its ups and
down emotionally. Words, thoughts and actions that are positive or negative are
easy to say, write, do or even talk about, but are hardest to put them into
practice without tripping over them knowingly or unknowingly over and over
again.
The merry go round of falling and picking oneself up does
not come without heartaches, joy, disappointments, success or even a sense of emptiness
or just being. I for one have fallen many times oblivious to what its after
effect may have on me but then that to me is ‘Being in the Moment’. I have also
picked my scattered self up many times and seen tremendous growth within, that
too is ‘Being in the Moment’
Summer is a time where I tend to let go of my main direction
or focus. Following the rays of light that brighten my way. Experiencing
adventures that would remain forever hidden within me. Letting go of what is
logical and safe. Being free of deadlines and time constraints. Having said
this, along with this short freedom comes consequences, failure growth and
understanding. I am still learning and
accepting (sometimes grudgingly) my one step forward and 3 steps backwards
phase!
As the season changes, old and new visitors will return to
Paris, some will discover her with new eyes and some will re discover her with
experienced eyes and no matter what, each one will walk away with something of
value. I equate myself to this change of season as well. I have gotten to know
myself better but most importantly I have realized that the journey of getting
to know oneself requires humor (a lot of it), being strong in one’s belief (as
it can be a lonely path to embark on) and to remain close or present to one’s reality
(instead of wondering off into dream land). Keeping these points in mind I move forward secretly hoping that I wont slip and fall but if I do then I laugh and walk on.........
Savira Gupta
Thank You Ron for allowing me to pen my thoughts here.
20 comments:
..loved dis post...keep writing.. :)
Have so missed your reflections, Savira! This was beautiful.
Blessings!
Savira - First of all, THANK you for finding a home here for your writing! Beautiful and reflective post. I too see a journey in terms of seasonal change, and reflect.
Humor is very important and at times sands the edges smooth on things that might otherwise cut deep.
Be well my friend and thank you very much.
Ron
Thank you rigzin....As long as the words flow the pen shall write!
Martha aww you really are too kind. Thank you my dear for always cheering me on.
Ron.. you of all people know what its like to fall and pick up the pieces. I admire your strength and most of all your humor.... Thank You
..i couldn't resist myself from following you both on fb and google..keep writing.. :)
This is beautiful Savira, you always write with clear expression, I love reading your words. I can relate to this very much in my life. <3<3<3
Jan Thank you... I guess I was in one of those rare moments where the words and the emotions were at the tip of my fingers....
That was a great read, Savira.
If we're not "in the moment" where else could we be?
JR thank you... life is about being in the moment and more...
Savira, what a beautiful reflection. Your words painted such lovely images for me. Paris...perhaps some day. ;)
Thank you Leah ....You will love Paris in July and August. The weather is delightful and great for walking. The only way to see Paris is take one area and explore it by walking.
Savira, I have so missed your words of wisdom that you used to share with us. I'm hoping that someday, when your ventures have been satisfied, that you will return to your writing. But until then...I will be happy to search out your name as a guest post. Thank you for sharing your wonderful, exciting experiences ☺
Mary... i myself do miss writing, for the moment short excerpts or guest blog post is what I will do. Thank you sincerely for being honest with your words...
Dear Savira,
This post is a balm for my soul! It is so profound in it's lack of trying to 'be' anything. Thank you for sharing your wisdom and your heart! I love, love, love YOU!! XOXOX
PS Would like to share this post at https://www.facebook.com/DangerousLinda?ref=hl
Thanks!
Linda... Thank you and please share the post. While writing I did feel a sense of calmness and closure. A healing of sorts. My way of moving forward..
<3
Savira, I’ve never been to Paris, only vicariously through your picturesque words here - and some of the Renaissance masters. All the imagery you’ve shown gives one a feeling of having walked those streets under warm sun, drizzling rain. Thank you for the virtual tour of Paris. How is it that you get to travel the world? A life many would covet.
You have so inspired me to embrace the ups and downs as well as the joys and happy spaces. On humor… perhaps this is the best medicine of all, as the saying goes.
Debra to answer your question about traveling... I am blessed! I took the plunge, I chose the uncertainty of moving away from the stability of a home. My biggest supporters are my kids and family. It did not come easily.
I embrace the ying and yangs of this life coz I know it wont last.... Humor is always by my side! *Wink*
Beautifully narrated Savira, loved your post...falling in love with the city of love <3
Me.. Thank you... I have fallen in love in Paris many times and each time there is something new to love and the old just gets deeper!
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